Today has been a particularly hard day for Me. I really dont want to share exactly how. Just enough to say that Adultery can mean more than sexual infidelity. The personal pain and grief are profound for both of us and we need a LOT of prayer. If you have come across this blog and are a Christian please pray for Gina and I. We need all the help. I Love Gina. I want her to be my wife. I believe that God wants us to stay together. We are really trying to reestablish our relationship. i might more rightly say we are establishing a new relationship. I realize now that we have had very serious problems for a long time that I either ignored or just plain missed because i was so self absorbed in my depression. So now we are trying to sort out how to love each other after the neglect and betrayal and trauma. We are both wounded deeply and need healing.
If you have experienced I would very much appreciate a comment. an encouragement, A prayer.
God, Help me to love Gina. Help me to rely on Christ for my needs. Please forgive my sins. Please help me to Love sacrificially as Christ loves the church. Help me to show my passion for her. Thank You Lord God
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